The day after

We had a great evening! The strawberry’s were a hit and we really enjoyed each others company and affection. It’s just nice and comforting when someone falls asleep in you arms, that’s how I want to grow old. But do I already want it now?

I‘m such a scardycat, even holy Cher knows I’ve got commitment issues. I hadn’t planned this, I didn’t see it coming at all. To lose control over my life is just something I cannot accept, I don’t work like that. I know he’s nice, giving, has a good job and has all these other good qualities that make the picture complete.

But… there’s always that but…

What will it be? Am I ready to jump into the deep end or not? Am I willing to risk it all again? Is this really what I want? Oh, how I wished life could be more simple!